Mar 21, 2012
I'm only 25...and my teeth are completely rotting out of my head. I am NOT meth addict and never have been but when I open my mouth to smile, I'm sure that is what everyone thinks. This is why I don't smile. I'm completely mortified. My doctor said that it happened when I was pregnant and breastfeeding. Apparantly it happens to some women. I breast fed for a year and after that my teeth just fell apart and so i spent every last dime i had to fix them. It totaled about 9 thousand dollars...two years later, and they are in WAY worse condition than when it all started. I am in incredible amounts of pain. I can't eat anything that isn't soft because my teeth just break off and besides, the pain is unbearable. I don't know what to do. I'm a single Mom. My job involves a lot of talking and looks are also very important...I do my best to hide it, but I am just miserable. I can't afford to fix anything. I need an entire mouth reconstruction,but how will I ever get that? I can barely afford to take care of my son, let alone dental work. I'm in so much pain that I just want to give up. The only reason I havent given up is because of my son. He keeps me going. He has nobody but me...and I don't want people thinking that his mother is some gross meth addict when they look at her. I'm so embarrassed. If I could just get the front ones fixed....then maybe I could pull the others until i can afford to do something else...I dont know....I'm scared. I have nothing to offer anyone. Does anyone know of any dentist that are doing any pro bono work? I need help. I'm barely functioning. I'm losing weight because I can no longer eat solid foods. This wasnt supposed to happen to me. I'm in my 20's. How could this happen? I'm an attractive 25 year old female single mother of one...in AMERICA! I don't live in some third world country and my teeth are rotting out of my head to the point where I can't live my life normally. What am I supposed to do? I cry every day. I go through one or two tubes of orajel a day and insane amounts of tylenol just tot get through it. I see why people get addicted to pain killers in this kind of a situation...If I had access I probably would be too. I'm so sad...I feel hopeless and I don't know how much longer I can live in this much pain and embarrassment. It is too much to handle. It has been over a year and a half now. Every single day the pain has worsened and now I am to the point of breaking. Im here in hopes of finding something, anything, that can help me so that I don't end up with a pair of pliers in my laundry room ripping my own teeth out of my head and then ending up walking around at 25 years old with no teeth in my head and never being able to get a job, meet a decent partner, or smile in pictures with my son...I just want to feel like the smiling happy me that I was before this happened to me....I want to smile without covering my mouth. It's so bad....I never thought this would ever be something I would have to worry about. Please help me...PLEASE!